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B
Paul
Affairs of
c  Shall make known.
b  Whom I have sent.
c
Ye might know.
a  Our affairs.
A
Benediction All who love (panton ton agaponton).
What is Ministry?
There is an intimate connection between the ministry for which Paul asks
prayer, and his affairs which he makes known through Tychicus.  We are apt to
limit our conception of ministry too closely to the actual work of speaking or
writing.  Were not Paul's private affairs a part of his ministry?  Had not his
prospects been ruined for the truth's sake?  When he sometimes laboured with his
hands to provide the necessary things of life could he not render that humble
service as unto the Lord?  When the Philippians sent once and again unto his
necessities, did they feel any need to distinguish between the sacred and the
secular?  Was it not at the same time fellowship in the gospel? (Phil. 1:5;
4:15,16).  Ministry is simply service, and this includes the whole of life, for
often the demands of the ministry, rendered seriously, deflect the whole current
of daily affairs.  So it is that Paul could link together the high ministry of
the Mystery and `how I do' without any feeling of incongruity.
Prayer expresses a sense of need
His prayer was for `utterance', `boldness', the ability and the courage to
speak freely as he `ought'.  Here is a man of like infirmity as ourselves.  He
knew what it was to feel a shrinking, and could sympathize with the timid spirit
of Timothy (2 Tim. 1:4,7).  He knew what it was to be despised (2 Cor. 10:10),
and to have indifferent health (Gal. 4:13,14).  He knew that whenever there is
an `open door' there will be `many adversaries' (1 Cor. 16:9), and prayer was
needed that the opposition would not be allowed to turn him back from the
appointed path.  Did he never have moments of doubt when, with aching limbs and
tired brain, he laboured and travailed at some lowly occupation for the bare
necessities of life?  Did no one whisper that he might have served the Lord
better by staying in honour and influence at Tarsus?  Did he never need the
vision at night of the Lord saying:
`Be not afraid, but speak, and hold not thy peace: For I am with thee, and
no man shall set on thee to hurt thee: for I have much people in this
city' (Acts 18:9,10).
Unless we have made a most critical mistake in our understanding of Paul's
temperament and circumstances, we believe he had the scholar's shrinking from
the physical blow, the supersensitiveness to criticism, the knowledge within of
his own utter unworthiness, the consciousness that in following his calling he
must ever appear in the eyes of many as a presumptuous boaster.  Yet he turned
not back.  This man who shrank from the tumult of Corinth was ready to face the
mob at Ephesus (Acts 19:30), or the enraged Jews at Jerusalem (Acts 21:40).  He
could write to the Philippians:
`That with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ shall be magnified
in my body, whether by life, or by death' (Phil. 1:20).
He could speak of himself as a drink offering poured out upon the
sacrifice and service of faith (Phil. 2:17).  There is some compensation to the
sensitive spirit, if he or she `suffer as a Christian', but Paul had to face the
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